I will not eat...

I will not eat.  I will not eat.  I will not eat.  This is the rule, everything else is bearable if I am in control in this area.  I can deal with the fact that my mom hates me and that I'm married to the wrong person if I just stay in control.  I can not think about anything else.  Because if I do everything will turn to shit. I will think about those beautiful bones and being the thinnest girl at my college. That is my goal, I will not stop until I get there.

There is nothing more beautiful than this...