I think I should start with telling you a little about myself, my journy with ana and mia, and what made me decide to start a blog about it.
I first met ana when I was 11 yrs old, I remember pinching my fat in front of the mirror thinking I was a blimp and I was going to do something, I was going to be beautiful. This obviously progressed through my teen years and then I got caught...People made me Eat...They made me Fat...I had to start over and I hated myself more than ever.
When I had to start over I discovered mia...Oh how I fell in love! To eat and not get fat...to eat and still lose weight. So ana and mia started working together....
By this time I was 20 and getting closer to my goal but I got pregnant...fuck...I knew I would get fat and there was nothing I could do about it without killing my baby....sooo long story short I gained too much weight from eating Alot all the sudden. I ended up being 200 pounds right after my son was born.So so gross...Since then I have lost and gained lost and gained and right now I weigh 172(it was 174 two days ago so I am making progress)I am 5'6 btw...It pisses me off that I let myself get here again so close to my high weight..well close in my mind..in my mind if I weigh 150 or more it is absolutly unforgivable. But anyways, I am documenting my weight loss this time so I will be held accountable and have support from people who understand...
My Meals Yesterday
Breakfast: slim fast drink 190 cal
Lunch 1/4 cup of tuna 60 cal
Snack: snack bar 100 cal
Dinner:1 slice of costco pizza 260 cal
Desert: snack bar 100 cal
Chewed two peices of gum as well 10 cal
Total:720
That still seems like alot of food and calories to me hmm ill have to cut back more today, I've only had 190 cal so far but of course it's still early. I d like to make sure I have something to start my metabolism in the morning though so I can burn cals...NE ways sorry so long I'll post again at the end of the day with my calorie intake and how the day went.
Look foward to meeting you girls!
Beautiful arms!
Welcome! I'd love to have a buddy, especially another mom who understands about baby weight. I gained 85 lbs when I stopped purging during my pregnancy. Sigh. I am all about restricting these days, as I know purging is so dangerous... anyhow we have a lot in common. My first diet (thanks mom) was at 11 also. Please feel free to read and post to my blog all you like! Let me know if you need any help on yours. Tchau!
ReplyDeleteThank you for being my first follower!!! I def agree on the restricting instead of purging,I don't want to damage my teeth further among other things!
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