Stalked

A couple of days ago I got in the car to drive my son to school and I noticed pretty quickly that I had a flat tire so I got out and looked and it was slashed! Now this is actually my parents car because I need to fix the brakes on mine but I've been driving this car for about two months (plenty of time for someone to think it's mine.) So  today when I get in the car to leave it doesn't start. My dad left it unlocked last night after he got the rest of the presents out and someone went under the hood and disconnected the intake and took a piece to it. I find this very disturbing, we live in a very safe neighborhood (well as safe as you get in the U.S) there are actually at least two sheriffs that live in the neighborhood. I don't know if I have some kind of ex-bf stalker or if it's a random stalker but something is def going on and it's really freaky. I want to get one of those tiny cams and catch them in the act. That would be epic...

Ok yesterday I did so well all day and then finally gave in to the cake and felt so guilty about it that I purged. I used to get this great feeling after a purge but yesterday I felt like shit, like I was still going to gain a ton (I didn't) but I didn't lose either and I've been losing every day lately. I will do better today. I read on someones blog last night that she had a new rule that no food is allowed to touch her lips during day light, my rule will be exactly opposite because night time is when I get the most cravings. I can restrict perfectly all day, even evening, but as soon as it's dark I get the urge to eat. So I will not eat when it's dark out, no exceptions, ever.

Here is a little thinspiration for the day...